Changed of blogskin! Ha Ha. I love everything about this skin..just for the word 'fcuk' somewhere..heh. Doesn't blend with my character. I know it's a brand and all but well. Haa. So DO NOT misunderstand. Ha Ha. I'm not the sort of person who will blurt out that word. It so happens to be there. Not to intimidate you...? Ha Ha. My theme for this skin is Moulin Rouge! I just love this movie. It's different from others. What is more, Nicole Kidman was featured. Being more like a girl, Ewan was featured. I like his smoldering look...lol..don't you? Ha Ha. Thinking of leaving the alumni band. Things are just going on too strongly. Too overpowering such that it freaks me out. It's like...matters are being overdone. Somehow, these just put me off. I have this dislike with intense formality. I think, for an alumni band, there is no need for things to be so solemn. Perhaps I did not begin with the right attitude. This band promises me no future. In my life, I always want to do things which will give me an end. A purpose and something valuable. I don't seem to really enjoy myself when I play the clarinet. I know the committee is really trying hard to make the best out of everything. The committee has put in tremendous effort to make things work. Should I say, that not everyone has the same exact type of enthusiasm, aspiration, commitment, understanding and attitude. Maybe I'm being a little straight here but, I'll rather tell the truth than to put on a facade and pretend like everything is fine. It's just not me. Perhaps I could invest my time in other bands. (: